Humility
From time to time I’ve mentioned that I find the local cycling scene, or more accurately local cyclists annoying (we’ll, maybe I’ve implied it more than directly written in). Here’s an example of why.
Rider X was lamenting the fact that his kit was slightly different from the kit of his two teammates, each of whose kit, coincidently, was also slightly different. This was on the start line of a cross race, where I’ve been told an eerie quiet descends before the gun. Rider X was then heard to say something to the effect that he’d call his the state track champion’s skinsuit. Reportedly loud enough for everyone to hear, of course.
Why is that at the lower levels of our sport, and let’s face it, apart from the odd occurrence, e.g., George Hincapie, the very best cyclist in New York is still a pimple on the derriere of cycling in the grand scheme of things, the backs are always arched and the attitude always rides high? As a bunch, and I know it’s a gross generalization, but in all the years I’ve been riding and racing, I’ve found it to be a fairly accurate one, the local peloton is brash, unwelcoming and unfriendly. Newbies suck, that guy’s not as good as me, I did that hill in this time, look at that Fred, etcetera, etcetera, etcetera. Gus have so narrowly defined themselves that their self-esteem seems wrapped up in being a “cyclist” and towards that end, they have to stand up and shout their accomplishments, lest someone not know and think any less of them because of a poor showing.
I debated about writing about Rider X (and in fact called him Rider X) because I heard everything secondhand. But I have had enough firsthand experience with him to believe that there isn’t any embellishment. It’s always all about him. This is the same guy who shows up to a 9W training ride with tubulars (borrowed tubulars no less). This is the same guy whose teammates buy him breakfast when they’re on training rides. No big deal in-of-itself until you decide to publically note the fact and lament that your teammates weren’t around on particular ride so you didn’t know where your snack iscoming from. Maybe I’m picking on Rider X because I personally find him annoying and yet he’s managed to infiltrate my riding circle. But, he’s not alone, especially not in the local peloton.
I’ve had the luck and good fortune to ride with some of the best the sport has to offer, all of whose names I’ve invariably dropped at some point (and am happy to do so again) in the course of writing A View From The Back – Fondriest, Tafi, Moser, Cassani, Motta, Clerici, Scinto, Sorensen, O’Neill, Fornaciari, Biasci, Magrini. Holding aside Moser and Sorensen (exceptions that prove the rule perhaps), they were all incredibly approachable, friendly and modest. While their fortunes are tied up in the fact that they are pros or ex-pros, they never give you the impression that they define themselves in terms of their cycling. Sure it’s easier for them in some respects. They’ve got nothing to prove to anyone. Their accomplishments on the bike speak for themselves, and for the most part, they are still able to ride you into the ground. But they’ve also got to listen to every cockamamie cycling story and inane question and they do so with grace.
Not the local rider though. They scoff at everyone and everything because they’re racers. More than anything else though it’s the insecurity that baffles me. I’ve no doubt Rider X’s comments were made because he knew he was not going to do well in that cross race. In his insecurity, he had to let everyone know that he is a great, amateur track racer. So insecure that he judges himself and therefore believes everyone else does so as well, on his performance at any given race. Why else would anyone have the need to proclaim their championship to the masses in a completely different discipline? How sad.
Of course, you should take racing seriously and do everything you can to do as well as you can, just as you should thoroughly enjoy the results you might reap. And yes, I get that you do need to have some of that ubiquitous killer attitude to do well. And that’s fine. But at the end of the day it’s just a bike race and amateur one at that. There’s so much more to life. A little perspective goes a long way, especially once you figure out that there’s more to life than how you raced yesterday. Heck, might even make you a little happier too. That would bode well for the rest of us.
Random Pic
Thanks to No One Line who tweeted this rather funny cartoon.

Especially for MtJ
Get your umbrella out because you’re going to need it. See you Tuesday.
That’s today’s view from the back.
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in a post a whiiiiile back (maybe a year ago? maybe less? I’m not going to search for it right now), velophoria made a comment that the pros he’s met are way more friendly and approachable than extremely talented local racer-types. maybe it’s because they’ve gone far enough that they don’t feel the fear of looking like they haven’t come very far at all. they don’t worry about coming across as ordinary hacks.
whereas lots of us amateurs either are ordinary hacks, or take great pains to communicate that we’re not. Sometimes both.
A riding buddy commented on loose-tongued riders’ willingness to chastise everybody and anybody in prospect park races by saying, “everybody wants to be that badass bike racer dude who gets to yell at other people.”
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